It Shouldn’t Be So Hard To Accept That Racism Is A Problem At Mizzou

In the midst of racial tension, some people are doing everything they can to avoid facing the uncomfortable truth.

Members of black student protest group Concerned Student 1950 hold hands following the announcement that University of Missouri System President Tim Wolfe would resign Monday, Nov. 9, 2015, at the university in Columbia, Mo. Wolfe resigned Monday with the football team and others on campus in open revolt over his handling of racial tensions at the school. (AP Photo/Jeff Roberson)
Members of black stu­dent protest group Concerned Student 1950 hold hands fol­low­ing the announce­ment that University of Missouri System President Tim Wolfe would resign Monday, Nov. 9, 2015, at the uni­ver­si­ty in Columbia, Mo. Wolfe resigned Monday with the foot­ball team and oth­ers on cam­pus in open revolt over his han­dling of racial ten­sions at the school. (AP Photo/​Jeff Roberson)

Change is afoot at Mizzou.

On Monday, University of Missouri sys­tem pres­i­dent Tim Wolfe ten­dered his res­ig­na­tion. His announce­ment fol­lowed weeks of intense back­lash over his per­ceived mis­han­dling of high-pro­file inci­dents of racism on cam­pus and fail­ure to address the lack of diver­si­ty in the uni­ver­si­ty’s fac­ul­ty, among oth­er issues. While many of the stu­dent activists who cam­paigned for Wolfe to step down have called his depar­ture a pos­i­tive first step, they say there’s plen­ty of work left to do to make Mizzou a more racial­ly aware and inclu­sive institution.

But as stu­dents move for­ward with that push, crit­ics have emerged to claim that activists’ demands — and their ear­ly vic­to­ries — have been pro­pelled by lies and over­sen­si­tiv­i­tyto a prob­lem that does­n’t actu­al­ly exist. These skep­tics seem to be sug­gest­ing that the insti­tu­tion­al and overt racism black stu­dents say they expe­ri­ence from the Mizzou com­mu­ni­ty is imag­i­nary — and that demand­ing these issues be addressed is not only disin­gen­u­ous, but dan­ger­ous to the fab­ric of a free America that has sup­pos­ed­ly achieved the fun­da­men­tal prin­ci­ple of equal oppor­tu­ni­ty for all.

We should­n’t need to write a sto­ry unpack­ing the absur­di­ty of this argu­ment, which mir­rors a much broad­er denial about the state of race rela­tions in the U.S. Racism is a dark part of the nation’s past, and it’s par­al­leled not just in the his­to­ry of Mizzou, but in the his­to­ries of count­less oth­er uni­ver­si­ties around the coun­try. It should go with­out say­ing that the issues of the past have an effect on the present. But what’s hap­pen­ing at Mizzou isn’t sim­ply a response to his­toric injus­tices. It’s not a mat­ter of rehash­ing issues that our ances­tors resolved, or of black stu­dents not being able to just “get over it” or “move on,” as a crowd of most­ly white peo­ple told a group of African-American pro­test­ers at a Mizzou home­com­ing parade last month.

The move­ment at Mizzou is an effort to draw atten­tion to the mod­ern man­i­fes­ta­tions of racism, which stu­dents say still rears its head in the form of struc­tur­al inequal­i­ty and indi­vid­ual acts of hate. The inci­dents below doc­u­ment the lat­ter, and togeth­er sug­gest that more bla­tant dis­plays of racism con­tribute to con­cerns among black stu­dents that they are not val­ued by the university.

This is, of course, not a com­pre­hen­sive list of every racist inci­dent that has hap­pened on cam­pus. Yet sad­ly, the first response from many has been to ques­tion and reject the verac­i­ty of each episode, as if the idea of a black per­son fac­ing oppres­sion or aggres­sion because of their race is so unbe­liev­able in today’s America that it must be made-up. Apparently it’s eas­i­er for some peo­ple to accuse the black com­mu­ni­ty of con­coct­ing an elab­o­rate racial con­spir­a­cy than it is to con­front the dif­fi­cult real­i­ty of racism in America. But if these peo­ple would take a sec­ond to actu­al­ly lis­ten to those who are affect­ed by racism, it’s the only proof they’d need to under­stand that the cur­rent protests at Mizzou are a nec­es­sary response to a very real issue.

Two white dudes lit­tered the black cul­ture cen­ter with cot­ton balls.

On the morn­ing of Feb. 26, 2010, in the final days of Black History Month, stu­dents woke up to find cot­ton balls spread across the grounds in front of the Gaines/​Oldham Black Culture Center on cam­pus — a scene evok­ing slavery.

Days lat­er, Zachary Tucker, then 21, and Sean Fitzgerald, then 19, both white male stu­dents, were arrest­ed and sus­pend­ed for drop­ping the cot­ton balls in front of the center.

Both stu­dents were con­vict­ed on mis­de­meanor lit­ter­ing charges.

The inci­dent, which Tucker and Fitzgerald lat­er described as a “prank,” has been cit­ed fre­quent­ly by pro­test­ers on Mizzou’s cam­pus as exam­ples of a racial­ly intol­er­ant cul­ture that has exist­ed on cam­pus for years.

Tucker, left, and Fitzgerald, right, seen in their mugshots.
Tucker, left, and Fitzgerald, right, seen in their mugshots.

A white guy with dread­locks spray-paint­ed a racial slur on a statue.

A year after the cot­ton ball inci­dent, also dur­ing Black History Month, a racist slur was spray-paint­ed on a stat­ue out­side a dor­mi­to­ry. That same day, police found an anti-Jewish mes­sagepaint­ed on a car near campus.

Police inves­ti­gat­ed a con­nec­tion between the two big­ot­ed acts of van­dal­ism but nev­er found a link.

Benjamin Elliot, then 18 years old, was arrest­ed and charged for the graf­fi­ti near the dorm, receiv­ing two years pro­ba­tion and 100 hours of com­mu­ni­ty ser­vice after plead­ing guilty to mis­de­meanor prop­er­ty damage.

A pro­fes­sor recounts being called racial slurs innu­mer­able times.

Mizzou jour­nal­ism pro­fes­sor Cynthia Frisby, who lives in Columbia, Missouri, and has worked at the uni­ver­si­ty for almost 18 years, says she has been con­front­ed with racism and called racial slurs “too many times to count.”

In a Facebook post last week, she described an encounter she expe­ri­enced while jog­ging near cam­pus in May.

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I have been silent on FB about the racial sit­u­a­tion on the Mizzou cam­pus for a vari­ety of rea­sons, but the main one is this: some of my friends say and post updates that are real­ly hurt­ful and offen­sive when it comes to race and offend­ing peo­ple of col­or and I keep qui­et because I just don’t think Facebook is the place to hold argu­ments or can­did dis­cus­sions of race. Think about it: No one changes their atti­tudes or beliefs after see­ing offend­ing posts and respond to the post by say­ing: “Oh my God,Thank you for show­ing me that I am a racist” or “Oh my God, because of you, I just real­ized that I am so priv­i­leged.” smile emoti­con However, after many events on and off cam­pus over recent months, I feel I have to say some­thing and say it here. (You know this is going to be long, right? LOL)

I have lived in Columbia and been at the University for almost 18 years. During this time, I have been called the n word too many times to count. Some of you may recall my most recent expe­ri­ence while jog­ging on Route K in May of 2015 when I was approached by a white man in a white truck with a con­fed­er­ate flag very vis­i­ble and proud­ly dis­played. He leaned out his win­dow (now keep in mind I run against traf­fic so his behav­ior was a bla­tant sign that some­thing was about to hap­pen). Not only did he spit at me, he called me the n‑word and gave me the fin­ger. Of course, I respond­ed with “Oh yea, get out of your car you cow­ard and say that to my face.” He then raced off. Typical. Others of you may recall that after the Zimmerman tri­al, I wrote about my expe­ri­ences being called the n word twice while I was on my jog. And yes, I have had a few fac­ul­ty call me the n word and treat me with incred­i­ble dis­re­spect. Yes, fac­ul­ty. I have had a stu­dent who said he could­n’t call me Dr. Frisby because that would mean that he thinks I am smart and he was told that blacks are not smart and do not earn degrees with­out affir­ma­tive action. Yes, true sto­ry. I have so many sto­ries to share that it just does­n’t make sense to put them all here.

What I am respond­ing to is the fre­quent ques­tion I have been asked all week: How have I endured these many hate­ful expe­ri­ences for over 17 years and why am I still here? I endured because God allows me to see the good and cup half full. I endured because I know my life is in God’s hands and I do not walk alone. I endured because I find these to be teach­able moments that I use in my class­room with my stu­dents. I endured (or bet­ter yet endure) because I have an amaz­ing sup­port sys­tem. I endure because there are far too many of my white friends that have a heart of gold, love peo­ple of any col­or with a pas­sion and who have a strong trust in and love for the Lord. I endure because I have friends who are white and dai­ly show me that there are peo­ple who can hurt when I do and who sin­cere­ly want to make this cul­ture a bet­ter place. I endure because I look to the Lord to help me grow and be the best per­son I can be. I endure because I CHOSE AND CHOOSE to endure and over­come and I choose to over­look igno­rance. Choosing to over­look these idiots does­n’t make me a “sell-out” or be an uncle tom. I choose to endure because my mom and civ­il rights lead­ers taught me to nev­er run but stand straight, tall and do not run. Racism is alive and it’s every­where. I endure because what I have gone through is noth­ing like what my mom went through in the 50s and 60s nor is it even close to what my Lord and Savior had to endure while on the earth (he, too, was spat at, made fun of and even nailed to a cross sim­ply because He loved us/​me that much). Yes, we are bet­ter off now than we were in the 50s but to some extent we are tak­ing many steps back­ward by ignor­ing or not talk­ing about the racial issues.

We need to have open dis­cus­sions where peo­ple share their igno­rance and learn from peo­ple who are dif­fer­ent (I do this in my class­room every day and we learn and I learn so much.) So where am I going with this post?

I under­stand the anger. I under­stand that we’ve had enough. I also under­stand and agree with my friend Traci Wilson-kleekamp when she wrote “Jonathan L. Butler and ‪#‎ConcernedStudent1950‬ please give space for mis­takes, lis­ten­ing, learn­ing and dia­logue. This on the job train­ing thing is pow­er­ful because it is SO VERY PUBLIC.” I not only see this as on the job train­ing for our admin­is­tra­tors at MU, but I also see it as train­ing for some of my very edu­cat­ed white friends.

The sad­dest of all things for me is to see how a few of my white friends are respond­ing to these events and basic con­flicts in race rela­tions in our nation (i.e., police shoot­ings, the President, etc). It hurts my heart when I see posts from these friends that make fun of us because we find things hurt­ful like dress­ing up in black face cos­tumes or con­fed­er­ate flags fly­ing high in my neigh­bor­hood. What both­ers me is that the few of my white friends who feel this way have not tak­en time or ener­gy to reach out to me and ask me why these things hurt or to under­stand what is going on or even send an email say­ing they are con­fused. For the two friends that have in the recent days, thank YOU. That speaks vol­umes of your open­ness to under­stand. You are not even say­ing that you agree, you just want to hear from me and my thoughts and expe­ri­ences. Kudos to being open. Unlike my “oth­er” so-called acquain­tances. Instead they take to social media and make jokes of the stu­dents, say things like “oh my God, what else are these peo­ple going to find offen­sive?” or even dumb­er things like “i guess next year I will dress up as noth­ing.” By the way: The Halloween cos­tume event is not about not dress­ing up like some­one, but it is about dress­ing up as char­ac­ters not as a race of peo­ple. It is the heart and intent of a person.

I write this post to ask if those folks who find that the sit­u­a­tion on cam­pus is ridicu­lous to please be a lit­tle more open mind­ed. Ask ques­tions. Do your research. Heaven for­bid you will put your­self in their shoes. Maybe you should dress up in black face and spend a month walk­ing around in that cos­tume and maybe then you will under­stand how we feel when you walk in a room or a store and get treat­ed like a sec­ond class cit­i­zen. Maybe then you will under­stand that our feel­ings about being con­stant­ly referred to as nig­gers is more than “just get­ting over it.” Maybe then you will under­stand why telling the stu­dents to get their “a@&S” in class because they are mak­ing much a do about noth­ing hurts and does­n’t solve the problem.

I am much more than the n word. I am an edu­cat­ed black woman who hap­pens to have worked hard for my PhD. I am a mom. I am a grand­moth­er. I am a daugh­ter. I am a sis­ter. I am an aun­tie. I am a niece. I am a neigh­bor. I am a pro­fes­sor and men­tor. I am a cousin. I am loved by my fam­i­ly and friends. I am smart. I am fun­ny (or so I think). I am a Christian who loves the Lord Jesus with my whole heart. I would die for Him as He died for us. I am YOUR FRIEND! Yes, I am all of these things. There is so much more to me than the n‑word implies. Please con­sid­er that when you crit­i­cize the events on cam­pus. yes, I am sil­ly. yes, I am a dra­ma queen who thinks I should have been born a celebri­ty. But what I am not is a nig­ger! Let me just say that. Consider that you have a friend who deserves and sim­ply wants to be treat­ed equal­ly. You have an know a friend who jogs on route k and wants to do that with­out fear that some kids in a car will think it is fun­ny to yell at me and pre­tend that they will run me off the road. Know that you have a friend who wants to walk out every day with con­fi­dence that she will not be spat on or yelled euphemisms sim­ply because of the col­or of her skin. To make things bet­ter in our world, that would be a start. Does this make any sense?

Frisby says while on her run, she was approached by a white man in a white truck adorned with a “very vis­i­ble” Confederate flag. The man leaned out his win­dow, spat at her, yelled some­thing racist and flashed his mid­dle finger.

She adds that this was not the first time she had been ver­bal­ly assault­ed with racist lan­guage while jog­ging, and goes on to say she has faced sim­i­lar dis­re­spect even from oth­er fac­ul­ty members.

Someone repeat­ed­ly shout­ed a racial slur at the black pres­i­dent of the stu­dent body.

On Sept. 12, Payton Head, pres­i­dent of the Missouri Students Association, described in a Facebook post that a pas­sen­ger in a pick­up truck repeat­ed­ly shout­ed a racial slur at him while he walked on cam­pus one night.

His state­ment went viral and many post­ed mes­sages of sup­port on social media. They also voiced frus­tra­tion with the lack of response from MU.

I’d had expe­ri­ence with racism before, like microag­gres­sions, but that was the first time I’d expe­ri­enced in-your-face racism,” Head told the Columbia Missourian about the incident.

Students cheer while listening to members of the black student protest group, Concerned Student 1950, speak following the announcement University of Missouri System President Tim Wolfe would resign Monday, Nov. 9, 2015, at the University of Missouri in Columbia, Mo. Wolfe resigned Monday with the football team and others on campus in open revolt over his handling of racial tensions at the school. (AP Photo/Jeff Roberson)
Students cheer while lis­ten­ing to mem­bers of the black stu­dent protest group, Concerned Student 1950, speak fol­low­ing the announce­ment University of Missouri System President Tim Wolfe would resign Monday, Nov. 9, 2015, at the University of Missouri in Columbia, Mo. Wolfe resigned Monday with the foot­ball team and oth­ers on cam­pus in open revolt over his han­dling of racial ten­sions at the school. (AP Photo/​Jeff Roberson)

These n****rs are get­ting aggres­sive with me.”

On the night of Oct. 5, mem­bers of the Legion of Black Collegians, a his­toric black stu­dent gov­ern­ment group at Mizzou, were rehears­ing for a home­com­ing per­for­mance at an on-cam­pus out­door the­ater space. They noticed what they lat­er described as an “obvi­ous­ly intox­i­cat­ed” young white male approach­ing the group while talk­ing on his cell phone.

LBC ignored the man at first, mem­bers wrote in an open let­ter to cam­pus, until he entered the plaza and got on stage, inter­rupt­ing their rehearsal. An LBC mem­ber approached the man and asked him to leave. The man shout­ed back, “I don’t give a fuck what y’all are doing.”

When he final­ly decid­ed to get off stage, he lost his bal­ance and stum­bled over onto the pavement.

Still on the phone, he rolled over onto his side and was heard say­ing: “These n****rs are get­ting aggres­sive with me.”

The group was stunned by the remarks.

There was a silence that fell over us all,” the let­ter from LBC describ­ing the inci­dent reads, “almost in dis­be­lief that this racial slur in par­tic­u­lar was used in our vicinity.”

The LBC let­ter notes that a safe­ty offi­cer was present and heard the racial slur but did not move quick­ly to address the man and nev­er got his identification.

Protesters con­front­ed Wolfe, were heck­led by a most­ly white crowd.

On Oct. 10, a group of black stu­dents inter­rupt­ed the Mizzou home­com­ing parade wear­ing T‑shirts that read, “1839 Was Built On My B(l)ack” — a ref­er­ence to the year of the university’s found­ing, made pos­si­ble due to slave labor — to deliv­er a mes­sage that they were not going to be ignored by the school admin­is­tra­tion regard­ing dis­crim­i­na­tion issues on campus.

The pro­test­ers blocked the path of the con­vert­ible Wolfe was in as he waved to a group of most­ly white parade-watch­ers. Some peo­ple in the crowd start­ed yelling back at the pro­test­ers, say­ing “move on” and to get out of the street. Others changed “M‑I-Z, Z‑O-U” in an attempt to drown out the pro­test­ers who were using a mega­phone to speak about inci­dents of racism on campus.

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The con­fronta­tion got testy, as mem­bers of the crowd moved in and began push­ing the stu­dents out of the way. At one point, Wolfe’s car attempt­ed to dri­ve around the pro­test­ers, clip­ping one of them in the process. Police even­tu­al­ly inter­vened and got the stu­dents to step aside, elic­it­ing cheers from spectators.

Wolfe remained in his car through­out this entire ordeal, not say­ing a word as the inci­dent unfold­ed in front of him.

Days lat­er, the Concerned Student 1950 group, whose name pay­ing trib­ute to the year the first black stu­dents were admit­ted to Mizzou, issued a list of eight demands. Among their many requests to increase racial aware­ness and diver­si­ty on cam­pus was one for Wolfe to be removed as president.

We’ve sent emails, we’ve sent tweets, we’ve mes­saged but we’ve got­ten no response back from the upper offi­cials at Mizzou to real­ly make change on this cam­pus,” Jonathan Butler, a grad­u­ate stu­dent who lat­er went on a sev­en-day hunger strike that end­ed with Wolfe’s res­ig­na­tion, told the Missourian.

It took Wolfe almost a month to issue an apol­o­gy for his inac­tion dur­ing the protest, but the dam­age was already done.

Someone smeared a swasti­ka in human feces in a dorm bathroom.

In one of the most dis­turb­ing — and what became one of the most gal­va­niz­ing — inci­dents to take place on MU’s cam­pus, in October stu­dents dis­cov­ered a swasti­ka scrawled in feces in a dorm bathroom.

Truthers have since emerged online, say­ing the inci­dent sound­ed so over-the-top that it could­n’t be true. But it was, as a report filed by a cam­pus police offi­cer this week con­firmed.

Resident staff mem­bers dis­cov­ered the swasti­ka and report­ed it to the police around 2 a.m. on Oct. 24, accord­ing to the police report from the inci­dent. Police saw the swasti­ka “drawn on the wall by some­one using feces [along with] feces on the floor locat­ed by the entry way to the restroom,” the report reads.

No one has been arrest­ed in con­nec­tion to the van­dal­ism, and a police inves­ti­ga­tion remains ongoing.

The Internet did what it does best: act­ed racist as hell.

On Nov. 5, Head post­ed on Twitter a col­lec­tion of racist com­ments he says were made by MU stu­dents on the anony­mous mes­sag­ing app Yik Yak.

The tweet came just days after the Concerned Student 1950 group attempt­ed to address race and dis­crim­i­na­tion con­cerns on cam­pus on a num­ber of occa­sions with Wolfe.

I’m going to stand my ground tomor­row and shoot every black per­son I see.”

Just a day after Wolfe resigned, anony­mous threats began tar­get­ing black stu­dents on social media.

I’m going to stand my ground tomor­row and shoot every black per­son I see,” one post on Yik Yak read.

Some of you are alright. Don’t go to cam­pus tomor­row,” read anoth­er.

We’re wait­ing for you at the park­ing lots,” read a third. “We will kill you.”

Police arrest­ed two sus­pects, both young white males, on Wednesday for mak­ing the threats.

Wolfe sug­gest­ed “sys­tem­at­ic oppres­sion” is just a feel­ing black peo­ple get.

Protesters with Concerned Student 1950 con­front­ed Wolfe last week out­side a fundrais­er at the Kauffman Center for the Performing Arts in Kansas City.

In a video post­ed to Twitter, a pro­test­er can be heard ask­ing Wolfe: “What do you think sys­tem­at­ic oppres­sion is?”

Systematic oppres­sion,” Wolfe begins, “is because you don’t believe that you have the equal oppor­tu­ni­ty for success.”

The crowd erupt­ed with frus­tra­tion before he could fin­ish his state­ment. As Wolfe walked away, one pro­test­er shout­ed: “Did you just blame us for sys­tem­at­ic oppres­sion, Tim Wolfe? Did you just blame black stu­dents,” as the video cuts off.

Black.”

In the ear­ly hours of Nov. 12, some­one spray-paint­ed over the word “Black” on a sign at the Gaines/​Oldham Black Culture Center on campus.

Another tweet showed that the “Black” had been paint­ed over on both sides of the sign.

Police said they are review­ing sur­veil­lance video from the area as part of their ongo­ing inves­ti­ga­tion. There have been no arrests in con­nec­tion with the vandalism.
It Shouldn’t Be So Hard To Accept That Racism Is A Problem At Mizzou